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Another year.....27

Wed Oct 8, 2008, 3:59 AM
  • Mood: Bewildered
  • Listening to: silence.....
  • Watching: The presedential debates (HELP ME!!!)
  • Playing: Smash Bros. Brawl
  • Eating: Sweet Sour Chinese Spare Ribs
  • Drinking: Too much!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is this one's.....my....birthday. I never quite imagined I would reach 27 years of age. It seems a gift....and a curse at the same time. It is a gift in that I never thought I would reach this age. And a curse in that I feel I have accomplished nothing in the time I was given.

To the former....I had a prediction when I was younger....about 16 or so....that I would not live this long. I had this feeling that could not be ignored that I would die before I was 20. It was due to my service in the Army.....now.....everything is different.....everything is a gift. I AM alive. And I have a loving caring family, parents who are still together, and a job in field I truly love. everyday since my 20th birthday has been a true gift.

To the later....I have accomplished nothing. My sister has gained recognition as an accomplished chef and baker in Las Vegas and here in Maui. My cousins work for Ratheon, and are PHD's or respected members of the military. I....I....am a service person for sappy attractions to tourists who could care less about....anything.

27 years of life.....have I wasted them?????? I cannot tell. Perhaps it is not my place to judge my own life. I HAVE accomplished a lot....more than many of my peers in highschool......But I also feel I could have....SHOULD have done more. To be both a success and a failure at the same time......it is so strange. But this serves me as a call to action!

I....this one....must NOT belittle accomplishments made so far. But this one must also strive to be more, do more and act more towards the causes and goals that are important. This one now looks to all those who are reading this very journal for inspiration and motivation. What more can this one do? What would you like this one to do? What can this one do for you? To have the answers to these questions and to be able to fulfill those answers would be the best birthday present of all!

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:icondead-robot:
Hes happy birthday!!
Funny, i thought i would not be older than 25...
Why 25? I don´t know.
Now, i am older (i am olmost 5 years older than you ) and haven´t also done great things.
I hang on like a Teen and live my life without aims.
In my case, the normal aims are boring.. Standard. Make Money, be a Hero, rise up a own family.... and than? nothing happens, i know how it feels, when something is completed.. after that a big empty comes back... to follow new aims till lifeend? Hm... it can be lifestyle, but not mine.
I can´t tell you what to do, but when you do that, do that with dignity.
No one can (should) gives you critics for what you have reached or do.

Oh i can say something.... If you do something.. Have fun!
:iconrhemora:
heyyyyyy happy birthday my dear friend :hug: i´m gonna do something for you ;)

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:icondemosthenes-101:
Aww! :aww: Thank you! You really don't have to, but thank you so much! :thanks:

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"O ka huhu 'ino ka mea e ola 'ole ai." (Rage is a thing that cannot produce life) -- Hawaiian Proverb
:icondemosthenes-101:
Good idea! Having fun is always good. Well you are right on everything you said. I guess I am want to do more with my life than I have. So it's time for me to do that! :w00t: Time to do things with my life!

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"O ka huhu 'ino ka mea e ola 'ole ai." (Rage is a thing that cannot produce life) -- Hawaiian Proverb
:iconbobby-116:
Hey, bro, happy birthday, I'll try drawing you a picture of Lo, or something, for your birthday, Kay bro!!!!!
P.S. thank you for serving with the U.S. Army, I have a friend Dan at my scoial group that I go to, would be a real inspiration to him, I think that he said that he wants to be a U.S. Army Tank Driver, if I already said thank you for serving once than I'm sorry, I hope that I'm not being anoying, by repeating my self!!!!!
:icondemosthenes-101:
Don't worry. I almost never get thanked for it anyway, so anyone saying it is gratifying. Tank Driver....that's 22-M MOS, if I remember correctly. Probably the Bradley fighting vehicles or the M-22 Bradley Tank. Both are offshoots of 11-B (Infantry) which was my MOS. Seems so long ago now.

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"O ka huhu 'ino ka mea e ola 'ole ai." (Rage is a thing that cannot produce life) -- Hawaiian Proverb
:icondead-robot:
yeah, sounds good. fun is everywhere. The funny thing is, it almost depends on one selves, when it comes about fun.
I see people... they comes to a party or where ever and have the stance: " hey, entertain me!" and wait for fun....
how boring must their lives....
:iconbobby-116:
YOURS-VERYS-VERYS-VERYS-WELCOMES, DAN WANTS TO DRIVE AN ABRAMS TANK, AND IF YOU RECALL, I WANTS TO BE A NAVAL AVIATOR!!!!!
:icondemosthenes-101:
Very true. :nod: Sounds like you are not waiting for fun to happen, you make it happen! :dance: I'd say that you already make good times happen. You pictures are a wonderful example of the fun you have without waiting for anything! :w00t:

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"O ka huhu 'ino ka mea e ola 'ole ai." (Rage is a thing that cannot produce life) -- Hawaiian Proverb

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